How I'm doing

So a month ago I went to my dr saying I cried constantly and couldn't live in the moment any more. She said it sounds like I had postpartum anxiety and depression. I thought it how could this be? I didn't have it with my first daughter. I found every excuse in the book to explain why I felt this way but my dr wanted to try me taking zoloft. So I took my prescription home, debated taking it or not and decided to try it. Well I can say today I went in to my 1 month check up and it was an amazing feeling to fill out the postpartum depression/anxiety survey and be able to fill it out with a smile on my face and positivity inside me. 
I wish there wasn't such a negative attachment when people hear the words postpartum depression/anxiety. I wasn't crazy, but I did need help. Today felt so good to smile and say that to myself. :)

Oh and I am now only 5lbs from my pre pregnancy weight!!!